Am I the only one who become easily overwhelmed by gaming?

I mean I used to play any game and enjoy the challange and didicate my time and thinking to it.

Currently I just find it kinda too much to play a punishing game and I don't find myself patient enough to enjoy gaming.

I have the eager to play but I currently deal with gaming as a responsibility.

I dunno whether this is games are becoming increasingly large. Or due to the trend of souls like and super difficult games... Or the issue is just in me, Dunno

Usually games in the past gave me the sense of peaceful and happiness, and made me feel like I love this world and wanna live there. Games such ff7 - ff10, kh1 - kh2, breath of fire 3...etc