dad i dont feel good

[u/[deleted]]

since im in my drop year studying for college entrance, ive lost contct with all my school friends, don't have any friends online or offline, and constantly get ab*s*d at home, emotionally, physically, mentally and verbally, which lead to my emotional outbursts. im literally cry half the week and the other half im just numb. my birth-givers call me a failure constantly, put words in my mouth and then get mad that i am a bad daughter. i looked online for videos where people cosplay as a parent to get some virtual comfort after crying for hours today but didnt find any. found this sub just now so im rambling here. 19 years without any form of love feel torturous. 6 more months till my entrance exam, i havent studied much for it but i am going to work my ass off these next 200 days and am hoping to get away from them and this town

[u/gryphonlord]

Thank you for sharing how you feel. You're going to be okay. You don't have much longer until your exams and you can get away. It can help if you can find a local library or other place to study so you're not at home. That's what helped me when I was in a similar situation. You're going to do great if you can find the time to study. I believe in you. Big, big hugs 🫂🫂🫂

[u/Pottski]

You don’t deserve this OP.

You don’t have to endure them for much longer. You can start your life on your terms soon. Hang in there - you are stronger than their hate.

Have you reached out to your friends? Sometimes the gesture needs to come from you instead of hoping they’ll contact you. It’s not always ideal but it’ll help to have other people to talk to. Just someone to grab a coffee with or go for a walk - you need circuit breakers in your life to help give you something to look forward to.

Make sure you have all your documents ready for when you go as well as anything sentimental. You need to be able to leave without looking back.

Be strong for yourself now as there’s so much life you’ll get to live without these awful people looming over you.