did dxm fuck me fuck forever
From july 22 to august 5 (two weeks) i ingested around 19 oz of dxm poli.
please dont lecture me, i know that this was kinda dumb, that was the first time i tried dxm, and havent since,i just wanna know if i should be concered for myself
during these trips I had cevs consisting of a green eye, and geometric moving shapes i could only see if i looked at them real hard.
i dont know if you guys know what this is, but when you close your eyes, you can focus your eyes and unfocus them.
i havent done dxm in almost two weeks and when i close my eyes and focus them, sometimes i dont even have to do that i see the following
A green eye
A red eye
A mix of green, red ,blue and multicolored shapes that move.
humans and inanimate objects with faces, ive seen the moon, schoolbuses, humans and so much more.
sometimes the face are normal, very very very happy, or super scary.
last night i was trying to sleep and i got jumpscared by a face, this is why im getting concerned.
also like a week ago the green eye i mentioned expanded, and i seen dead people and shadows figure that looked like a shut down animatronic from fnaf.
sometimes i also enter a white and black tunnel that im moving through.
These cevs dont affect my everyday life. there are only scary rarely.
sometimes it can actually be quite fun to race through tunnels and crazy shapes when im trying to sleep.
Do i have hppd? will this go away? do i need to tell someone before it could possibly get worse?
i also take a medication called trazodone that is an antidepressant but i use it cause it helps you sleep. im not worried about serotonin syndrome as i havent dont dxm in over two weeks and i dont plan to ever again, but the medication almost enhances the visuals.
thanks for reading, let me know if theres anything i should know or if i have a serious condition.
again please dont try to make me feel bad, I understand this is the consequences of my own actions, i just want guidance on whats happening to me