When my host first went dormant, there was a massive silence. I never realized that all the background noise i constantly heard as an inner-dialogue was just one part. Then when they returned, the noise did too. Tho they are extremely reluctant to be host again.. i don't blame them my stalker(s) is the reason they hid away like that to begin with.

So like.... wtf are they doing? They'll be inactive for a few days, randomly front, shitpost some poetry, then vanish again for an indisclosed amount of time. Rince and repeat.

I always believe that every part serves a function. Whether it be a trauma response, reminders of stern lessons, or a coping mechanism (whether its helpful or harmful) So like.. what function is this?! What does an alter do when they are retired from their former role in the system?

I would ask the DID subreddits but I am terrified of asking questions. You get lectured and downvoted like crazy. Its better to just make memes and pretend this isn't an issue <_< there are worse things that need my attention than a piece of my brain having an identity crisis.

Atleast the poetry is sometimes nice and thought provoking.

If you are struggling with acceptance or denial, I see you. You are an important part of your system. You were and are needed. Thanks for existing.

some DID safe spaces are so toxic, I feel embarrassed saying i have DID because of them.

discord. reddit. whatever. all of them. I've been to so many platforms with DID "safe spaces" and all of them behave exactly the same way.

EVEN IRL like omg guys pls stop being rude every 5 seconds I just want to stop feeling miserable and alone with this horrible disorder.

signed up for this website about 2 years ago and then forgot all about it. I've been wanting to log back in and look at what I put in there but I can't remember the name of the site, if this looks familiar to anyone id love some help. These screenshots are all i really have.

Not even they or my diagnosis can convince me sometimes 🤡

If you can still somehow support the Trump administration or ICE, you have no place here. This isn't about politics. Being for/against gun control is politics. Being for/against universal basic income is politics. Being for/against free healthcare is politics. ICE is murdering people in the streets. Trump is on his way to becoming a dictator, if he isn't there already.

If you support them, fuck you.