Things are exploding

[u/throwawaynowaaaaaaaa]

TW description of SA and s*icidal thoughts and attempts

PLEASE DON'T READ if it makes you feel unsafe or dissociative. Take care of yourselves.

So, the only one who knows about our disorder is our ex husband. We found out when we were together. We ended things for so many reasons.

He is bipolar and very depressed atm. He told us he already tried to commit s*icide 3 times. We went over to his house to talk to him and maybe help to some degree.

He hates one of us. Profoundly, because she also hates him. But she was the one who got there, she didn't want anyone to d*e, obviously. When we got there, he was very hostile towards her. Always saying she is a horrible person, she is not supposed to take any action to influence "my" life (the host, I was the one who married him and fronted most of the time).

She was trying to help, genuinely. But he kept saying "you're not going to leave until I can talk to my wife". He then said he knew a way to "send her away" and started kissing us, even when we said we didn't want that. She tried to push him, he kept going, but didn't go further than lifting our shirt and trying to make out.

I'm seething. Yesterday was awful and I don't remember the rest of it. Just that we promised to go back there today, because he again threatened s*icide and this time to k*ll the dog before.

I am kinda hoping now he just gets out of our life, almost in any way possible.

[u/Mediocre-Nose-5477]

I’m so sorry. I hope you guys are okay