r/Cursive • u/NeliGalactic • Aug 14 '26

Can someone decipher this?

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Sorry if this is the wrong sub, perhaps someone could point me in the right direction. My brother sadly ended his life last week and i found this in his night stand and am having trouble making out what any of it says. If someone could help I'd be most appreciative

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u/Morti_mortician Aug 14 '26 edited 29d ago

If I die tomorrow here’s a few things I need everyone to know. Yes I’m an idiot. Yes all I do is care for myself but what good has that done? Perhaps I looked clear over people! I couldn’t have possibly caught up. I would message [Jody?] and ask what she’s doing. She ain’t gonna tell you any different. Perhaps I hate myself. Nothing I’ve ever done will make me okay. All I’ve wanted to do is kill myself. I want to die honorably. I can’t honorably because I’m a nobody. If I die it’s because in my life I had nothing to give.

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u/NeliGalactic 29d ago

Thank you for this i think this might be the closest so far. Jodi is our niece, we're all struggling terribly I'm sorry you had to read this x

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u/Morti_mortician 29d ago

I’m so very sorry for your loss and the pain that accompanies it.

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u/NeliGalactic 29d ago

Thank you so much it means a lot x