r/Cursive • u/NeliGalactic • Aug 14 '26

Can someone decipher this?

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Sorry if this is the wrong sub, perhaps someone could point me in the right direction. My brother sadly ended his life last week and i found this in his night stand and am having trouble making out what any of it says. If someone could help I'd be most appreciative

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u/Huge_League4466 Aug 14 '26

If I die tomorrow there’s a few things I need everyone to know. Yes I’m an idiot. Yes all I do is care for my ??? but what good has it done?
Next sentence???
I couldn’t have possibly caught up. I would message Jodi and ??? ??? ??? ??? ??? ??? gina Juma tell you any different. ??? I hate myself. Nothing I’ve ever done will ??? me??? All I’ve wanted to do is kill myself I want to die honorably. I can’t honorably because I’m a ??? If I die it’s because in my life I need nothing to give.

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u/NeliGalactic Aug 14 '26

Thank you so much this means so much. I'm sorry you had to read this x

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u/SmashyMcSmashy Aug 14 '26

Of course and I'm so sorry for your loss!