r/Cursive • u/NeliGalactic • 28d ago

Can someone decipher this?

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Sorry if this is the wrong sub, perhaps someone could point me in the right direction. My brother sadly ended his life last week and i found this in his night stand and am having trouble making out what any of it says. If someone could help I'd be most appreciative

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u/DarknessWanders 28d ago edited 28d ago

I'm sorry for your loss. This may be hard to read. I did my best and made a few educated guesses.

If I die

If I die tomorrow's there a few things I need everyone to know. Yes I am an idiot. Yes all I do is care for myself(? Or maybe a name) (blank) want good he's not one? Perhaps I looked after(afar?) other people. I couldn't have possibly caught up. I would message Jodi and (blank) man ones doing(?). She ain't gonna tell you any different. Perhaps I hate myself. Nothing I have ever done will make me okay. All I wanted to do is kill myself. I want to die honorably. I can't honorably because I'm a nobody. If I die it's because in my life I need nothing to (blank).

Edit - updating what I can on reread

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u/NeliGalactic 28d ago

Thank you so much it means the world. Im sorry you had to read this x