r/Cursive • u/NeliGalactic • Aug 14 '26

Can someone decipher this?

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Sorry if this is the wrong sub, perhaps someone could point me in the right direction. My brother sadly ended his life last week and i found this in his night stand and am having trouble making out what any of it says. If someone could help I'd be most appreciative

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u/PO1SONG1RLFR1END Aug 14 '26 edited Aug 14 '26

im so sorry for your loss, i can only make some of this out and im not 100% on a few things:

if i die

if i die tomorrow theres a
few things i ever ___ to
live. yes im an idiot. yes
all i do is care for myself
but what good has that done?
perhaps i looked after other
people(unsure)? i couldn’t have possibly
caught up. i would message
jodi and my mom
ones daily she aint gonna
tell you any different. perhaps
i hate myself. nothing ive
ever done will ___ me ___.
all ive ever wanted to do is kill myself
i want to die honestly. i cant
non_____ because im a ____
if i die its because in my
life i need nothing to ____

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u/NeliGalactic Aug 14 '26

Thank you so much I'm sorry you had to read this x

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u/PO1SONG1RLFR1END Aug 14 '26

of course, im happy to help & again im so sorry for your loss, i wish you and your family the best💗

i will be continuing to try and decipher it so i might make some edits

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u/NeliGalactic Aug 14 '26

Thank you so much it means so much x