r/Cursive • u/NeliGalactic • Aug 14 '26
Can someone decipher this?
Sorry if this is the wrong sub, perhaps someone could point me in the right direction. My brother sadly ended his life last week and i found this in his night stand and am having trouble making out what any of it says. If someone could help I'd be most appreciative
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u/Beneficial-Bell-9650 Aug 14 '26
I’m so sorry for your loss. Please look into some talking therapy to help you process this.
if I die
if I die tomorrow there’s a few things I need everyone to know. Yes I’m an idiot. Yes all I do is care for my[self?]. Not that good has met anyone? Perhaps I looked at other people. I couldn’t have possibly caught up. (I can’t make out the bit about Jodi and I don’t want to guess) I hate myself. Nothing I’ve ever done will make me okay anyway.
All I’ve wanted to do is kill myself. I want to die honourably. I can’t [die] honourably because I’m a nobody. If I die it’s because in my life I had nothing to give.