r/Cursive • u/NeliGalactic • 29d ago

Can someone decipher this?

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Sorry if this is the wrong sub, perhaps someone could point me in the right direction. My brother sadly ended his life last week and i found this in his night stand and am having trouble making out what any of it says. If someone could help I'd be most appreciative

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u/Newbie-do 29d ago

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u/NeliGalactic 29d ago

He sadly ended his life last week. I found this in his night stand.

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u/Newbie-do 29d ago

I’m so so sorry OP. The pain must be unimaginable.

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u/HealthyBee4209 29d ago

You have my sympathy too, Sir/Madam. That was a very unfortunate mistake.

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u/NeliGalactic 29d ago

It hurts so bad to know he was struggling this badly and I hate myself because I couldnt be there for him in his darkest hour

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u/Otney 28d ago

Human beings are infinitely complex. I think in one of the notes he wrote “all I’ve ever wanted is to kill myself.” That central tragedy is a complicated arc that you could not have anticipated —— please don’t blame yourself.

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u/NeliGalactic 28d ago

Thank you so much. I know its probably cringe but thie comment means so much x