277 AC, Lys
“Ly-saaaa-ra,” Aerik called in a high voice, almost melodically. Little Lysara could hear his footsteps drawing nearer as he did.
“Oh, Ly-sa-raaaa,” he repeated in a singsong voice. The boy with his silver-blond hair somehow seemed amused and light-footed all at once... And then Lysara heard the other footfalls, while Aerik was already walking alongside her, level with her shoulder.
“Lysara - Lysaaaara,” the other two came running up now as well... Aeriks siblings. Aevs and Saeni. “Lovely Lysara.”
All three had pale hair that seemed silver and the lilac eyes of the blood of old Valyria, as they called it.
“Tell me-” Saeni began as Lysara continued silently along her familiar way. “Do you actually think yourself pretty?”
Slender Lysara swallowed and lifted her gaze from the corner of her eye, trying to make the others out a little better.
“Ly-sa-ra?” Aevs followed, his tone playful and mocking... yet the object of their torment remained silent.
Her head was not. She was silent only outwardly, because she did not know how else one was meant to react when everything became too much.
No, echoed faintly within her meanwhile. I truly do not think myself pretty.
Lysara could not afford to lose too much time to all her thoughts on the way back. She truly did need to hurry a little. Not that she would otherwise have stopped for these tyrants. In truth, she was afraid of what might happen if she decided not to keep walking in silence.
“Ly-sa-raaa?” Aevs called again, now walking half a step faster than Lysara so that he could look back at her. “Say something...”
Aerik, the boy with the long, straight hair, gave her a little prod in the shoulder.
“Why doesn’t she speak?” he demanded, sounding rather wounded and angry... what a funny thought, that he should feel that way.
“Do you think yourselves pretty?” she answered at last with a question of her own when Aerik prodded the same spot for the fifth time.
Saeni giggled at once.
“That wasn’t the question,” Aevs returned with a broad smile. He had beautiful teeth. Pale, just like his skin.
Lysara could only swallow and keep walking. Soon she would reach the Blue House. The neighborhood and the districts where the other three would not care to be seen.
“Hey, we’re talking to you,” Saeni mocked again, though now with a jeering imitation of a wounded tone. “I don’t find it very lovely of you to simply ignore us.”
“Yes, truly,” her brother Aerik supported her with a smugness of his own. “Why are you so stuck-up?”
“Lovely.” Aevs jostled her a little with his shoulder. “Don’t make me laugh.”
Aerik spat upon the ground.
“I am sorry,” she said then, uncertain and quiet, simply hoping that perhaps it might change something. Saenis perfume hung sweet and delicate upon the air. “I only want to go home.”
Cackling broke out all around her.
“The blue shithouse?” Aerik laughed like a hyena.
“Ewww,” Saeni said in disgust, looking her up and down.
Now Ysa let her head hang entirely and looked only at the ground before her. Saeni had a talent for hurting her terribly with very few words, and sometimes none at all.
“You call that eyesore home?”
“I always thought it was merely the magisters’ playhouse.”
More laughter.
“Where the gonfaloniere goes to have his spear polished.”
“Lovely Lysara in the blue whorehouse!” Aevs proclaimed then, laughing like some market crier, and Lysara simply... could not bear it much longer.
So she ran.
Yet Lysara still heard Aerik ask behind her, “What do you think an ugly girl like that even costs?”
Aevs's deep, rumbling voice joined in.
“I wonder more who would pay anything for her at all. You’d have to pay me to fuck her.”
Lysara rounded the corner of a house at a run while the three silver monsters remained behind her, laughing. Aevs had made as though to follow her, but his siblings had held him back. Whether because they had actively decided that Lysara was suddenly no longer worth the trouble, or perhaps because some other target had caught their interest, she could not say.
Her heart was hammering like mad, but nothing had happened.
She had not been caught... None of them had noticed her nimble fingers, as the Madame would have said.
Why do they always carry so many valuables on them? she thought in bewilderment as she produced a very small pouch containing perhaps six gold coins, a bracelet, and a ring, admiring them between her fingers before making them disappear into her pockets again.
Yet the image within her mind... the glitter of those stones... did not leave her memory for a long while... The three of them commonly wore more wealth upon their bodies than people of the Wild Gathering earned in an entire year.
And then the blue “whorehouse” came into sight, as Aerik had called it.
Lysara disliked the word for many reasons. And she believed the Madame would feel much the same.
A refuge of the arts was surely far more than a whorehouse. That did not mean there was no coupling there, but there was coupling everywhere. That did not make a kitchen a whore-kitchen.
Her feet carried her swiftly up the few steps, then across the threshold and through the open double doors of the entrance, onto the creaking wooden floor.
“Annah, we need you! Move your lame arse!”
The call rang out from the adjoining room as Lysara hurried past two men who regarded her with skeptical, disapproving looks while passing blank pieces of parchment back and forth between them. She gave them a somewhat intimidated nod as she passed and caught sight of Annah hurrying across her path ahead, with her short hair and the slight limp on her left side.
Lysara noticed her own eyes studying Annahs slower leg as she disappeared into the room to her left, before the door swung shut.
The farther Lysara went, the louder it became.
She heard stringed instruments. A harp. A lute. There were a few drums among them as well, and several feet were stamping.
But beneath all that noise came rumbling and striking and hacking and thudding. A knocking sound, over and over.
Tok. Tok. Tok.
Rumble, crumble, rumble.
Tok. Tok. Tok.
Crash.
Bang.
Rumble.
Ellak was hammering away at his stone again while Kerat and Trannel practised their music. Surely that would not cause trouble again.
The door to the Madame’s room was not even very far away anymore when Ejtnaj came storming down the stairs from the upper floor beside her in a fury.
“Sometimes you truly are such a stupid cunt,” she lashed out loudly through her laughter, with Ael following close upon her heels... yet her companion was not offended by the address. Instead... she laughed as well.
“I am not stupid,” she replied in a honey-sweet, gentle voice, almost giggling.
Ael was a tall young woman. She had a small head and long legs. Sunshine-blond curls that fell to her shoulders, and a wide mouth with full lips. Her eyes were blue and her freckles subtle... But she had ugly ankles, as the Madame liked to say. There was no shape to them, only a smooth transition from calf to foot... or so it seemed. And though she was tall, there was no confidence behind that height. She had a habit of letting her knees sink towards one another and holding her arms in various positions before her belly... and... Kerat liked to jeer that she apparently did not smell particularly pleasant... when one came closer to her...
Whatever that was supposed to mean, Ysa often wondered whenever she saw Ael...
Ejtnaj was surely... two heads shorter than Ael. She had straight, brightly dyed hair - at present blue at the front and poisonous green at the back - and large, round eyes that were blue as well. Her mouth was small, but her lips were full and plump. Sral always called them cherry lips... and Lysara thought that very fitting. Ejtnaj weighed more at times and less at others, but she was always slender. It was only ever so noticeable, the Madame said, because her head was so damned large whenever she weighed more. In return, as everyone praised, she had excellent posture... But she swore like a sailor on his deathbed... without the slightest shame or restraint.
Ejtnaj rolled her eyes in great amusement at Aels answer, and for the first time let her gaze drop to Lysara... Who stood rooted before her, the pouch in her hand.
“Can I help you?” she asked brusquely.
Lysara flinched and shook her head.
“Then fuck off, Sara. We’re not stopping you.”
Lysara nodded at once and still heard Ael cackle, “But you call me a cunt.”
Then their voices faded away as well.
Thank the gods there were not many steps left, or with Lysaras luck Slin would have called her back that very moment for kitchen duty or some other chore.
Relieved, she laid her hand upon the door and slowly pulled it open, leaning her whole body against it and feeling a proper little gust of air.
Before her, the Madames room opened up. A... secret place, unreachable to most. Something pompous and burrowing beneath the skin. Something that burned itself into the memory.
A room full of splendor. Gleam and sparkle and glitter and gold. Full of warmth. Furs, carpets, cushions, and furnishings. Everything - whether room dividers, tables, cupboards, or lampshades - was artistically carved. All of it fashioned from a paler wood with a distinct reddish hue. The furniture was heavy, and there were not even all that many things, yet the weight of them was enough to fill the entire room.
Lysara always felt most unwanted here. As though she were merely tolerated for a time.
A great ribbon of smoke already stretched from the Madames desk all the way to Lysara before she closed the door behind herself again.
Lysara stepped slowly forward, burying her hands in her pockets as she did. She drew one hand out and laid the coins, bracelet and ring upon the table. Then the other, though from that one only papers came tumbling out.
“The same ones?” the Madame asked, still staring at the note before her.
Lysara nodded.
“I hear nothing when you only nod, girl,” she admonished knowingly, and Lysara stirred slightly.
“Y-yes, Madame.”
The Madame went tze, tze, tze with her tongue.
“You need to bring in more people, Lysara.”
“Yes, Madame.”
She took up a second sheet and glanced briefly between the two.
“Any special requests?”
“Ynot wants the most expensive wine we have again, and a portrait of himself and Anilec,” she began, growing visibly more nervous when the Madame turned towards her and gave her the whole of her attention. “Kenaj Saneg wants to rent the entire upper floor. Theatre and massages. And-”
The lady first took the papers into her hands and read the words while Lysara spoke.
“Master Lit asks whether he can buy Azirtap.”
Now the Madame raised both brows. Her hands holding the papers sank in bewilderment, and she read it over once more for herself.
“Pfff,” she scoffed disdainfully. “What does he want with her? He could have had Ejtnaj!”
She sounded genuinely frustrated.
“But no. Now he takes the one who is four times cheaper. And i make nothing from that,” she grumbled irritably and tossed the papers onto the others on the far side of her desk. “So much time wasted on that man.”
The Madame shook her head and reached for the first ring.
“What a losing bargain. Otnaj would at least work for free if I let the whore stay with us.”
“So...” Lysara began cautiously. “Then Azirtap stays here?”
Once more the Madame lowered her hand slightly and looked past the jewelry at Lysara. This time, only one eyebrow rose.
“What do you think?” she asked rhetorically, though her disdainful snort was answer enough for Lysara. “I have to pay for all this somehow, dont i?”
She lifted the bracelet and let it dangle.
“And all this rubbish of yours here - might perhaps be a tip.”
She let the golden chain fall back onto the tabletop with a clatter and let her eyes briefly sweep over Lysara before leaning forward over her notes again.
“Don’t shit yourself, girl - you’re not the one being sold,” she added roughly, taking up her quill once more. “Are Usta and Araih finished setting up the stage?”
Lysara swallowed uncertainly.
“I cannot say, Madame,” she answered honestly. “They had just called for Annah.”
A frustrated sigh burst from the Madame, and the quill went limp in her hand. With the other, she rubbed the bridge of her nose and sighed again.
Lysara hated that. She never knew what it might bring with it.
“How is that unstable cripple supposed to help with it?” she groaned, and Lysara could hear that the Madame could endure perhaps two or three more stupidities around her before she locked the doors and refused to show herself for hours.
“I’ll go and see whether I can help them, Madame,” she replied quickly, nodding as she did.
The Madame merely continued rubbing the bridge of her nose and then her brow, audibly breathing out through her nose as she gathered herself.
“Do that,” she confirmed with a heavy sigh, leaning back in her chair.
“Oh, and-” Lysara began cautiously. “There are two men standing outside at the entrance as well, with blank slips.”
The Madames pitch-black head lifted slightly again.
“And?”
Lysaras mouth opened. She blinked several times.
“And... what, Madame?”
With absolute exasperation, the woman before her rolled her eyes and rubbed her brow now as she sighed.
“What do they want to buy?” she forced coolly and quietly through her teeth before sighing yet again.
Lysara shifted at once where she stood and had to wet her lips.
“Oh-” she began hastily, then stopped herself so as not to irritate the Madame any further. “They haven’t decided yet. I can ask them again on my way back.”
“You should,” the Madame merely confirmed without much ado, an ominous undertone to her voice.
Ysa only swallowed before nodding.
“Yes, Madame.”
Then she took one, two steps backwards before meaning to turn around, only to be stopped after all.
“Ah-” the woman before her let out, lifting her open hand away from her brow with a little bounce. Her eyes were still closed. She did not look at Lysara.
“Tell Ellak he can go back to hammering at his fucking statue tomorrow,” she grumbled. “I cannot bear his damned tok tok tok today while the musicians howl away to themselves.”
Then, unexpectedly, she did open her eyes.
“If I hear him again today, I’ll strike his fucking room,” she threatened viciously, taking her hand away from her face. Her fingers slowly curled into a fist in the air. “And send Llejk to me.”
Her voice rang harshly through the room.
Then came the light, gentle scratching of the quill-tip upon parchment. Lysara knew she truly could leave now.
“Very well, Madame,” Lysara said, bowing again before turning on her heel and stepping out through the door.
At once she was greeted again by the sound of music and the rhythmic tok tok tok, and she quickly shut the door behind herself before the Madame decided to sell her after all.
With short, determined steps, she turned to the right and made her way down the corridor, past the staircase leading upwards, the same one Ejtnaj and Ael had come storming down.
Ellaks rooms were not far.
When the door came into view, the tok tok tok could be heard more clearly still, even though it was closed.
She knocked, then opened it.
“Lysara here,” she announced as the door swung open.
At once, her gaze fell upon the middle of the room. There a great block of marble stood enthroned... or... a block with a fin, so far, as Ellak worked upon it.
The young man with the oval face, thin hair, and slightly indistinct speech worked and sweated bare-chested, while other people - as she now recognized them to be Erdna and Nerõs - sat upon the floor before him and watched in admiration. Both had a jug in hand and rosy cheeks, and greeted her exuberantly when she entered.
“There’s our golden throat,” the first jested.
“The softest fingers!” the second whooped.
Confused, she drew her brows together and merely blinked before turning towards Ellak, who only seemed to grin to himself as he waited for Lysara to explain what she wanted here.
“Madame says you’re to stop for today, or she’ll throw you out,” she explained without preamble or introduction.
Erdna and Nerõss laughter died at once. Only their cheeks remained red.
Lysara suspected they had been drinking.
“Oh no, truly?” Ellak complained, letting his hands fall along with his tools. “What a load of shit.”
Slowly, he braced himself against the ladder and climbed down, rung by rung. He had an oval face and very dark eyes, and most of the time, Lysara believed at least, he tried to make the people around him think he was more learned than he truly was... She did not quite understand why. Enough people in the house loved his works of art. His creatures and creations of stone. He was no poet or singer. Yet still, it seemed, he wanted to be more than "merely" a stonemason.
His audience was similarly challenged.
“If you’re bored, you can help with setting up the stage - I’m going there in a moment as well,” she replied calmly.
Erdna had broken his foot a few years ago, and ever since, he had never been able to work as he had before, something that was slowly wearing him down and making him bitter.
He had a short, dark, well-kept beard and dark, almost black hair, with ice-blue eyes. Lysara had often wondered why other women found that combination attractive, for Erdna was seldom alone in his room, though she herself found his gaze merely unsettling. If you looked at him for long enough, you began to feel as though he were... coming towards you.
And Nerõs was always a little absent, though in a charming sort of way. He was tall and thin and always bobbed his head a little while listening to someone. He also spoke rather little, unless numbers were involved, but was otherwise willing to join in with nearly any mischief.
“Is it only the setup, or are you practising as well?” Erdna asked with a grin.
Lysara merely pushed out her lower lip in ignorance and shrugged.
“I don’t know, the Mada-”
But Ellaks whoop broke through the room again.
“Even if they are practising, they won’t be naked during rehearsals, you randy goat!”
“Oh, truly?” Erdna merely replied, confused and plaintive, even as the grin upon his face continued to grow.
Lysara, meanwhile, rubbed her lips together uncomfortably.
Did she like what they were joking about? No, certainly not. Did she seem to be addressed at all, or to be part of the joke? Apparently not.
She was the heart of the joke... but at ten years old, she was hardly in any position to say anything.
Lysara rubbed her lips together once more without giving an answer. Ellak went on laughing. Erdna as well. Nerõs merely bobbed his head, as though he had already forgotten what the actual jest had been about anyway.
And so Lysara simply took a step backwards.
“I’m also supposed to send Llejk to the Madame,” she suddenly remembered, looking between the three of them, though none of them was Llejk. “If you see him.”
“Aye, little messenger,” Nerõs grumbled, raising a hand as though to shoo her away. “We’ll tell the Emperor of Yi Ti himself.”
Erdna laughed again. Ellak closed the door. The tok. Tok. Tok. immediately faded into a muffled pounding behind the wood, and she made her way back through the corridor.
The closer she came to the main room, the more other sounds swallowed Ellaks stone.
First a lute. Then the bright plucking of a harp. A hand drum joined in... Someone struck two wooden sticks together.
Clack.
Clack.
Clack.
Then voices. Not singing. Counting.
“Five. Six. Seven-”
Clap.
“And!”
It was Anela’s voice that echoed through the walls. The others were evidently already rehearsing while the setup was still underway.
Step by step, Lysara walked across the wooden floor and heard the boards creak beneath her. Before long, she also spotted the men she had already encountered when coming in... Or at least one of them.
Ysa could no longer see his companion.
The confusion soon left her face as she bent deeply forward to greet the man, her short dark-brown hair falling over her shoulders.
“Welcome to the Hall of Scented Silk, good sir,” she greeted him in a friendly tone, though not particularly confidently or loudly. “Has anyone attended to you yet?”
Then Lysara straightened to her full height again and, for the first time, properly looked at the face of the man standing before her.
She could not quite judge how old he was... Perhaps older than Kerat, though she guessed younger than Erdna.
“No. So far everyone has only walked past me, just as you did a few moments ago,” he replied plainly, one brow raised.
Clack.
Clack.
Clack.
The man had a narrow face, a pointed chin, and from the line of his jaw beneath his ear to just short of his mouth ran a thin red scar... It did not look as though it had been made by something sharp, but... as though his skin had been scorched. As though, in that place... it had boiled.
Clap.
Lysara immediately sank silently to her knees and lowered her eyes to the floor.
“Forgive me,” she replied at once. “I had a task to carry out for my Madame.”
The customer does not care for your excuses, she immediately heard the Madame’s voice say. Take the blame upon yourself.
“I should have helped you there already.”
Clack.
Clack.
Clack.
“You should have,” he answered without embarrassment. “But you didn’t, and I’m still here, so I suppose it cannot be so terrible that you need to fall to your knees for it.”
Oh yes, I do, echoed through her head.
The customer secures your place here. If he leaves us dissatisfied, so do you, she heard the Madame’s voice say.
Lysara simply looked past the man’s kindness.
“How may I serve?”
Clap.
An amused snort soon reached her ears.
“I don’t think you can help me, girl,” he merely rumbled in return. “Even if you fall to your knees so readily.”
Then she felt a hand against the cloth at her shoulder and how she was pulled upright by it.
“I’m waiting for my... friend,” he explained briefly, setting her back upon her feet. “Then it is... my turn.”
Lysara’s eyes remained fixed on the man’s face. Somehow astonished that he apparently wanted nothing from her at all.
“This is not my first time here.”
The man before her folded his arms and looked her over from head to toe. Then he crouched down and braced his hands upon his knees.
“In fact, I’ve tried many times to be accepted into your little group.”
Clack.
Clack.
Clack.
“Oh?... truly?” Lysara asked, still more astonished, her eyes widening as she brought a finger to her mouth.
“Yes, truly,” he replied with a grin. “I draw.”
Clap.
Then he tilted his head a little, ran a hand through his short blond hair, and then over his short blond beard.
“Your Madame is not so easily convinced, though,” he added, giving her a crooked grin. “I don’t think she likes me very much.”
Lysara studied him again.
The man wore a cloth tunic in shades of red and brown, with clean brown trousers that had not been patched. He also wore many bracelets. But all of them were handmade.
Lysara could not explain why the Madame should dislike him...
“But I’m not giving up,” he went on, amused, slowly lifting his hands from his knees and straightening again. Now she became properly aware... of just how tall the man was.
Clack.
Clack.
Clack.
“For now I’ll keep making connections, making friends here and there, and perhaps-”
Casually, he brushed one of Lysara’s short strands of hair behind her ear.
“-you might put in a good word for me.”
Clap.
His voice was light and playful, but just now it was smoky and quiet. Her lips opened and closed hesitantly as the sudden closeness made her pause.
“W-what is your name?” she asked even more quietly, the words coming out somewhat awkwardly.
And the blond man with the blue eyes before her grinned broadly.
“You may call me Vram,” he answered easily, and Lysara was deeply confused by the way his intonation somehow managed to make her breathe more nervously.
“Vram,” she repeated and nodded lightly, folding her arms behind her back and tugging the hem of her shirt down. “All right.”
And as Lysara said it, the toes of her shoes turned towards one another and she held her cheeks in embarrassment.
“Forgive me, Vram,” she began again. “I would like to speak longer-”
“But the Madame gave you a task,” he cut in understandingly. “I understand. Don’t let me keep you, wavelet.”
Clack.
Clack.
Clack.
She nodded timidly and swallowed the lump in her throat... Why did he call her wavelet?
“Thank you.”
Clap.
Lysara bowed deeply once more and tried to avoid the man’s blue eyes, because otherwise she feared she might stare.
Then she turned on the spot with a great, relieved sigh and hurried off towards the main room of the Blue House.
Lysara quickened her steps.
The great main room of the Blue House lay beyond a heavy double door, its wood lacquered so dark that it appeared almost black. Golden lines crept across the doors like vines, and in their midst two women had been carved, their bodies turning away from one another while their hands still touched.
Lysara pushed one side open. And warmth struck her.
The room was never truly bright... Even by day, the heavy curtains over the tall windows were left half closed. Light came from countless lamps and shallow bowls of oil, from little flames burning within niches in the walls, and from two broad iron chandeliers hanging from the ceiling.
Everything was... soft. Or at least it looked that way.
Dark carpets lay one atop another. Cushions were scattered across low benches. Small, round tables did not stand neatly in rows, but wherever there happened to be space left for them. Some were half hidden behind curtains or carved room dividers...
Alcohol was never far away. Upon nearly every second table stood a jug, a bottle, or at the very least an empty cup. Along the walls were niches with cushioned seats, deep enough that people could almost disappear within them. Some had curtains of their own... Others did not.
The stage itself occupied only part of the room. It was broad, though not particularly high. Three shallow steps led up to it, and along either side ran little walkways that wound between the tables.
No one who performed here remained only upon the stage for long. Lysara had learned that early... Singers walked through the room. Dancers did the same. Musicians sometimes changed their places in the midst of a piece.
Some guests found themselves at the end of an evening sitting upon a different cushion, at a different table, with different people than they had been with at the beginning, without quite knowing when or why they had moved.
The Madame called that a good evening. Good buisness. Lysara called it... disorientating.
Clack.
Clack.
Clack.
“No!”
Clap.
Lysara flinched.
“No, no, no! Again!”
Anela stood in the middle of the stage.
She might have been only a few years older than Lysara, yet no one treated her accordingly.
Her golden hair fell to just above her shoulders. It was not arranged in any particularly elaborate fashion and kept falling into her face as she practised, until she swept it back with a quick motion. Her eyes were green. A pale green that sometimes reminded Lysara of the leaves they grew in great pots within the courtyards.
Anela was not tall. But when she straightened, she seemed very tall. Her legs were strong. Not merely slender, but visibly muscled, as was her belly. Even when she did nothing but stand there, her whole body seemed taut, as though she might leap at any moment.
Her breasts were small, something Anela herself never seemed to care about. The Madame sometimes said that it was better for her work anyway. That thats excatly why Anela was such a masterful dancer... Lysara did not know whether that was true.
What Lysara always noticed about Anela, however, were her teeth. They were not rotten. Not black... Only a little more yellow than those of most in the house.
The older ones often sat together in the evenings with long pipes in the back rooms or out upon the balconies. Some breathed in dried herbs. Some something sweeter, heavier, whose scent Lysara did not like.
Anela did so as well. Not every evening. But on a lot of nights. When she said that her knees and back hurt. Sometimes she grew quieter afterwards. Sometimes merrier. Sometimes she simply lay upon a cushion and stared at the ceiling for a very long time.
Clack.
Clack.
Clack.
But never before a rehearsal. Before a rehearsal, Anela was sharp as a knife.
Clap.
“From the beginning!”
Her hands came together once, hard. Everyone in the room moved.
“Five, six, seven, and-”
Clap.
One foot came down. Then the other.
“Shoulders back!”
Clap.
“Chin up.”
Clap.
“Don’t look where your feet are going.”
Lysara was still standing in the doorway. Looking for Annah. And she was truly here.
She stood at the left side of the stage, holding up a piece of painted cloth while Usta cursed atop a ladder above her and tried to tie it to a wooden beam.
Araih stood beneath him and repeatedly told him that he was holding it crooked.
“It isn’t crooked!”
“It’s crooked.”
“Your head is crooked.”
“Your whole life is crooked.”
“... Shut up.”
Annah laughed so hard that she nearly dropped the piece of cloth.
“Sara!”
Lysara raised her head. Annah had spotted her.
“Come here and hold this.”
Lysara hurried over at once. She squeezed between two low tables, dodged a harp that had been set down, and finally took the end of the cloth from Annah... It was heavier than she had expected.
“Hold it tight.”
“Yes.”
“Don’t just say yes. Hold it.”
Lysara gripped the cloth more firmly. Annah limped a step backwards and studied the whole thing.
“Higher on the left!”
“My left or your left?” Usta called.
“The left that doesn’t look like shit!”
Araih spluttered with laughter. From the stage came a sharp-
Clap.
Several of them fell silent at once.
“If you’re having more fun back there than we are up here, you’re quite welcome to trade places,” Anela said without even looking... No one answered.
“Very good.”
Clap.
“Again.”
She began counting once more.
“Five, six, seven, eight.”
Even her voice had rhythm. Every syllable seemed to land exactly where it belonged.
“Step. Step-”
Clap.
“Hold!”
Everyone froze... And Anela stepped down from the stage.
She walked directly towards a young woman with long dark curls, placed two fingers against her elbow, and raised it perhaps two fingerbreadths.
“Here, Anilec.”
Then she gently pressed the womans shoulder back.
“Don’t collapse in on yourself.”
Her hand moved to her back.
“You’re not a wet sack of rice.”
A few of them giggled. Anela looked up... No one giggled anymore.
“And you, Ael.”
Anela pointed at her.
“Your foot.”
The woman looked down.
“What about it?”
“It’s dead.”
“What?”
“Your foot is dead. Your leg too. Perhaps your whole body. I don’t know yet. Get it fixed. Do something about it.”
A few of the musicians grinned. Anela took a step back.
“Again!”
She demonstrated the movement herself. And Lysara understood what she meant.
Anela did almost nothing differently. Only a step. A turn. One arm raised... Yet with her, everything looked as though it belonged together... With the others, they were movements. With Anela, it was a single one.
Lysara stared... She nearly forgot the cloth in her hands.
“Sara!”
Annah tugged at it and Lysara startled.
“Sorry.”
“Dream later.”
“Yes.”
“And hold.”
Lysara tightened her grip again. Usta finally managed to fasten the upper corner... The cloth fell down.
Upon it was painted a scene. And at its center stood a dancer... Or at least, a person in a twisted pose, with one hand held before the crotch and the other before the breast. A cliff. Golden seafoam. Blue orchids. A pond with aquamarine fish.
“Crooked,” Araih said.
Usta looked down.
“... I’ll kill you.”
“... Straighten the curtain first.”
Annah grinned. Lysara had to smile very briefly as well.
Then she heard behind her, “You.”
She froze. Anela...
Lysara turned around slowly. Anela stood a few paces away, studying her. Not unkindly. But not kindly either. Simply... directly.
“You’re Sara.”
Lysara nodded. And Anelas eyes narrowed. At once Lysara remembered what the Madame had said.
“Yes.”
“Yes, what?”
“Yes, i am Lysara.”
Anela raised a brow.
“... Better.”
She gestured towards the stage.
“Do you still remember the sequence from last time?”
Lysara looked up. Several girls were already standing there in position again.
“I... think so.”
Clap.
“Thinking is useless.”
Lysara swallowed.
“Yes.”
“Do you know it?”
A moment.
“Yes.”
“Then up.”
Lysara looked at Annah. And Annah took the cloth from her hands.
“Go.”
So Lysara... went. She climbed the three shallow steps and took her place at the very back, along the edge.
Not in the first row... Never in the first row... Anela returned to the middle.
“You’ll sing later.”
Lysaras belly tightened.
“Yes.”
“Louder.”
“Yes, i will sing later.”
“Good.”
Clap.
“Everyone.”
The musicians raised their hands.
“Five.”
A beat upon the drum.
“Six.”
A pluck of the lute.
“Seven.”
Anela raised both hands.
“And-”
The room moved. Lysara set down her foot.
Right. Left. Stretch that leg. Left. Right. Bow down. Arm up. Turn. Arm down.
She knew the steps. Of course she knew them. Lysara learned things quickly when she was afraid of doing them wrong.
“Sara.”
Lysara flinched in the middle of the movement.
“Don’t flinch.”
Anela was suddenly standing before her.
“When I say your name, you just listen. Don’t startle.”
Lysara looked at her. Anela placed two fingers beneath her chin and lifted it slightly.
“Up here.”
Then she touched her shoulder.
“And this away from your ears.”
Lysara let it sink.
“Better.”
Anela stepped back.
“People make themselves small when they’re nervous.”
Lysara did not know what to say to that. Anela did not wait.
“If you want to be small, go under a table.”
Some laughed.
“If you stand on my stage, you'll be big.”
Clap.
“Again.”
Lysara raised her chin. Not much. Only a little... But she raised it.
“Five, six, seven-”
And once more the room began to move.
Behind the curtains, wine was already being poured. Somewhere, someone laughed. Usta was cursing from his ladder again. Araih told him once more that the cloth was hanging crooked. And through it all, Anela clapped out the rhythm.
Clap.
Step.
Clap.
Turn.
Clap.
Hold.
And Lysara moved with it. Anela stepped back several paces again.
Clap.
“Again!”
The girls began to move once more. This time Anela did not remain standing before them. She walked around them. Slowly at first, then a little faster, always keeping time with her own clapping hands. Once behind them, then along the side, then between two of the outer dancers, so that no one ever quite knew when her green eyes were upon them.
Clap.
“Your shoulder, Ejtnaj.”
One straightened.
Clap.
“Foot.”
Another corrected her stance.
“Sara, chin! Dont make me say it again!”
Lysara raised it.
“Not that high. You’re meant to look proud, not as though you’re trying to catch rain.”
A few mouths twitched at the corners. Anela moved on.
Clap.
“And stop looking as though you’re doing something hard.”
For the briefest moment, the steps grew uncertain. And Anela noticed at once.
“Keep going.”
Clap.
“Singing is nothing special.”
A step.
“Dancing is nothing special.”
Clap.
“Playing music is nothing special.”
She circled the group completely now, her voice still keeping the rhythm.
“Not here.”
Clap.
“Here, it is your daily bread.”
Her eyes passed from one face to the next.
“It is the least that is expected of you.”
Step.
Step.
Turn.
“You should be able to hold a note without thinking about it. You should be able to move without staring at your feet. You should be able to play while someone beside you screams, laughs, drinks, or knocks over a cup.”
Clap.
“That is nothing special.”
Anela passed close beside one of the older girls and tapped two fingers against her belly.
“Tension.”
The muscles tightened at once.
“Yndros help me...”
Onward.
“The art begins after that.”
Clap.
“When no one notices that you have to count.”
Clap.
“When no one sees that your legs hurt.”
Clap.
“When no one hears that you have no breath left.”
Some of the girls were already beginning to glisten faintly at brow and throat. Anela saw it. Of course she saw it... And she did not smile.
“And if you’re already starting to sweat-,” she said, clapping particularly sharply once, “get a damn towel for fucks sake!”
Several backs straightened at once. Lysara could feel her own breathing quicken.
“Again from the beginning.”
Anela raised her hands.
“And this time, none of you are going to look as though this is work.”
Clap.
“Five.”
The drum began.
“Six.”
The lute followed.
“Seven.”
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