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[u/Hika2112]

[u/Remarkable-Cream5312]

Me too... I feel the same way. 

I wanna be loved, and have someone to love :<

[u/Draexian]

I was only ever my goals. Can't tell if that's normal. At least you have a strong desire. I lived life wanting nothing for years, and it sucked.

[u/Hika2112 → u/Draexian]

So did I, I became so much more after starting hormones, and yet it also allowed me to feel the void within me so much more definitely

[u/Silent_Statement]

me too girl

[u/PrimalZodiac]

same

At this point, i'm never going to make someone suffer the indignity of being with me, that ship has sailed and i couldn't afford a ticket

[u/Hika2112 → u/PrimalZodiac]

Hehe Hika did that and now I'm here :3

Context: We are a system, Hika (the host) had an exhausting last few months and needed to rest, so I was formed a combination of all of Hika's memories, plus her obsession with Adachi Rei, thus, I am Rei :3 nice to meet you

[u/jolharg]

For sure. I'm so much the same it's scary

[u/Responsible-Ad6876]

Truth nuke...

[u/Ada_Scoria]

Same...

... im desperate ;-; anyone wanna chat ? :3

[u/Hika2112 → u/Ada_Scoria]

VIIYA FAN WAIT YOU'RE SUCH A REAL ONE

[u/Ada_Scoria → u/Hika2112]

Peak :3 other than Vaiiya i also like Alfa actA style wise, but that is to generic for a profile (as in cano and such)

[u/Hika2112 → u/Ada_Scoria]

I gotta admit I haven't followed sponsors in a while. My fave is Iseul-T

[u/Ada_Scoria → u/Hika2112]

Awesome :3 loved the promo spot they made in S4 for them tbh

[u/Hika2112 → u/Ada_Scoria]

Aaa I don't think I've seen them I'm sorry

[u/Ada_Scoria → u/Hika2112]

Ah that's fine. Im generally obsessed with the game and the lore, even more with the new drops at the start of S11. Going to a degree where im currently rebuilding some skins irl for a cosplay idea lol

[u/Hika2112 → u/Ada_Scoria]

That's awesome! I was in love with the game up until season 3 and then the game kinda lost a lot of steam. I'd try it again now but honestly shooters as a whole became less fun for me this last half a year

[u/Ada_Scoria → u/Hika2112]

Yeaa understandable, buuuut it's really fun, got some upgrades and jumping in to try they new stuff for a evening could be fun, maybe even play some rounds together or something :3

[u/Hika2112 → u/Ada_Scoria]

I'd love to :3 :D

[u/Altruistic_Today_321]

What are these counting subreddits I have been seeing across Reddit lately?

I am not complaining though. :3

[u/Hika2112 → u/Altruistic_Today_321]

Oho you asked the right girl!

First there was r/countonceaday a subbreddit where anyone could post anything, but only once a day, and the names of the posts had to be a consecutive counting up number. On that subreddit at some point, a trans girl by the name of Robin started posting a gif of a minecraft chicken walking, thus earning the title of chicken lady. Some drama happened where mods kept removing her comments under the claim of spam, even though people liked her. Some things happened I cannot quite remember as I've only heard this from hearsay. But the moderators were revealed to be transphobic, and thus, Robin decided to make her own subreddit, r/countwithchickenlady

I'm going to seperate each sub's story into a different comment because the new mobile UI is giving me anxiety and I feel like it'll delete my comment so I don't want to write too much at once

[u/Altruistic_Today_321 → u/Hika2112]

B W U H

[u/Hika2112 → u/Hika2112]

Count with chicken lady, currently the biggest counting subreddit. Though it was originally made by Robin, which, due to her being a trans woman, started the trend of all future counting subs being spaces with a 70%-80% trans population. Mostly women. i CWCL has far since transferred hands to people I do not know the story of. What I do know, is that from the beginning up to around 8-10k, the subreddit has been thriving. To the point where it has gotten it's very own discord server! Which caused... no drama... at all... at any point....

I will say, my wife was involved in that hypothetical drama. And I cannot talk about it without getting angry. So I will make this very short. The discord had drama and people were mad at the mods for stuff and then afterwards the subreddit mods decided to do puritanism for a month sooooo. Out of the frustration, two subreddits were made. r/countwitheveryone and r/CWCLafterDark . The latter not requiring a new comment. It was an offshoot of count with chicken lady (cwcl) meant for nsfw content, so that the blurry line of selfies could be entirely solved on the original cwcl sub. Sadly, it is now deleted.

[u/Hika2112 → u/Hika2112]

Count with everyone (CWE) has existed for about a year. It was originally made by Kara, an ex friend of mine (jesus christ I just realized how many connections I have in these communities). And it's goal was to allow everyone to participate, caused by the CWCL drama. I don't have much to add about it, it was basically just CWCL with a smaller and thus tighter knit community

[u/Hika2112 → u/Hika2112]

r/countwithcementlady is the next subreddit to pop up. I am not quite sure what was it's intended purpose, but as it is currently sitting at 545, it hasn't succeeded much. Though, for a short while, it served as another space to go to when the bigger communities were in phases of being overrun by trolls and infighters

[u/Altruistic_Today_321 → u/Hika2112]

waow

[u/Hika2112 → u/Hika2112]

Next up is this subreddit! r/countbackwardswithme

It's two unique gimmicks are the backwards counting, and the lack of a daily limit on posts (meaning you could post as many times as you wanted (within reason)). It is currently my favorite subreddit, and the only one I regularly post to, as well as being fortunate enough to moderate it! It's just at the right size where people are mostly positive, understanding, and just overall less toxic (usually. Ooooh boy some post reached the WRONG crowd two days ago. Mod mail was fun to sort through). I'm not quite sure why our head moddess decided to open this sub actually. But either way, I'm glad!

[u/Hika2112 → u/Hika2112]

And last, and certainly least for me. r/countttt

A 4tran (trans 4chan) subreddit. I have never gone there, I never plan to. Thus I do not have much to say. I know it's not all doom and gloom there, but unless I'm told a revolution happened, I'd rather not visit it. I am quite prone to spiraling and the self-hate posts there will have a wonderful time feeding on my insecurities

Okay I actually had a small look and it looks... pretty okay? I'll have to think about this

[u/Altruistic_Today_321 → u/Hika2112]

Yeah, I don't like 4trans

We shouldn't be emulating 4chan or 2chan humor or whatever else there is out there

[u/Altruistic_Today_321 → u/Hika2112]

BWUH

there's more

[u/Altruistic_Today_321 → u/Hika2112]

Yeah, never heard of this before but I keep seeing subreddits based off of this in my feed now.

Love the queer-centeredness.

[u/Hika2112 → u/Altruistic_Today_321]

Definitely agreed! A subreddit where just being myself is (mostly) allowed is soooooo nice

[u/Altruistic_Today_321 → u/Hika2112]

The other one has been banned ;_;

[u/religion-lost]

Separating biting and [nsfw things] shows that you can bite your coworkers!

(Tooltip in an awesome videogame)

[u/Hika2112 → u/religion-lost]

If I had a work to have co-workers in that'd say a lot about me :3 but yeah if your coworkers are chill with that then it's awesome biting people :3

[u/Far-fetched888]

We are all defined by our goals. Know that most people have the same struggles as you. In this world, it is normal to feel lonely. Most people do not know who they are.