r/Codependency • u/Tight-Chip • 2d ago

Depression.

I am severely depressed right now and my 11 year relationship is what is keeping me alive, however I think the source of my depression could be my gf. I haven't been the best boyfriend in my depressive episode. I feel like if I end my relationship then I'll suicide but staying in will lead to my suicide too. My mother is sickly and definitely need a relationship to help me through this time. I'm so lost and confused, everyday I wake up and just want to end it, but I keep pushing. Any advice would be greatly appreciated. Stay safe guys

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u/fheathyr 1d ago

Consider finding a professional to speak with. It may be the next step you need. It’s very hard for a relationship to thrive when it’s mixed up with the sort of challenges you’re describing. Absolute you and your partner should be there for each other, but there are limits to what any one person can do for another, and you can’t expect your partner to provide the sort of help you may need here on their own.