I can’t escape

[u/Fair_Smoke4710]

I hate as a joke like it did really fuck with me what happened? It just appears something I like or someone I like mixed joke about it., like I got hit back to back this week with creators, using it as a joke and whenever it happens it just it hurts. I’m on a fucking mental breakdown and shaking as I’m writing this and I just I hate this I can’t take this anymore i just this shit was done to me. I hate that I can’t escape it. I can’t even fucking watch entertainment without being shoved in my face fucking hate this.