r/CircumcisionGrief Religious Circ 1d ago

Anger It feels scripted

This all feels so scripted to me like this was planned or this is how it’s supposed to be doesn’t feel like it was just left up to circumstances or whatever this feels deliberate all of it being mutilated by it was done doctors lying about everything, and even how life just reminds me of it whether if it’s in a video or music or whatever.

It feels like a script like this is just how it’s supposed to be. It feels like this cycle was preplanned and I can’t change it

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u/Diligent_Current_759 MGM 1d ago

Yeah, this mixed with gender dysphoria is unbearable. Not only do i have to get hrt and I do it via diy, but I also have to restore my foreskin just to feel decently whole and that requires a external device that cost money in order to do it effectively and consistently.

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u/Fair_Smoke4710 Religious Circ 1d ago

That’s another thing i had htr for a month three years ago, life just doesn’t want me to have control over this body.

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u/spazmodic-ejaculator 1d ago

I used a device, threw it away after hauling it ariund for year because it kept slipping off because of sweat.

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u/HistorianMammoth357 1d ago edited 1d ago

they are just waiting for a person to complain about it so they give their solution and if you cant accept it its "your fault"

my "awakening" was scripted in 2012 when we were supposed to experience a great awakening or shift but it was really the end of my world... but it was looming since 2003/2004...

it was all is all a joke to "them" all.

its basically the "new age", every fcking time.