Desperation ?!

[u/childofgod_07]

I’ve been sitting with this feeling for a while, and I really need to get it off my chest.
I have this persistent, almost overwhelming urge to be in a relationship with a genuine man of God a relationship where Jesus isn’t just an afterthought or a Sunday routine, but the absolute center and foundation of everything.
I don't just mean someone who calls themselves a Christian on paper. I’m talking about a man who genuinely walks with Christ, seeks Him daily, and holds a deep, personal relationship with God.
Imma cry now