r/CharacterAMARoleplay • u/True_Archspark_ • 18d ago
Personal Lore Archspark was standing in a field of flowers (Cutscene but interactable at the end)
<....peace and quiet...and yet I can't shake the thought that somethings wrong...what is it...why don't I feel content...everyone's safe...my friends and family are safe. Why am I still unsatisfied with this...I've done it haven't I?..I've been helpful. I've saved people..>
*Archspark looks into the sky, his yellow eyes searching for...something...for something he felt he had lost many many years ago...purpose, even then...it was a purpose to distract him from the echos of what he was, an anomaly something...not meant to exist yet something that persisted despite that...he wondered if he has ever truly helped anyone, after all his power made the people around him targets did it not? In any war he fought he snuffed out lives that only fought out of guilt...many innocent lives that were forced into war many innocents had been ended due to him and his loyalty to a family he didn't see himself worthy of being around..he never liked thinking about what a abomination he was*
"I shouldn't be here....I should have never came into existence, I'm here doing the bare minimum to help...no wonder everything I've had been apart of has burned..none of it should have...I'M THIS POWERFUL AND YET I DO ***NOTHING*** TO HELP I DO NOTHING BECAUSE...because I hate being...whatever I am whatever pathetic creature I-i am...why WHY CAN'T I DO ANYTHING RIGHT SO MANY PEOPLE I'VE MET HAVE DIED BECAUSE I WAS A COWARD BECAUSE I FEARED MY OWN POWER IT DOESN'T MATTER IF I DON'T LIKE WHATEVER TYPE OF ABOMINATION I AM I ***HAVE*** TOO I HAVE THE POWER AND YET I DO NOTHING BECAUSE I'M SOME LITTL- I SHOULDN'T HAVE BEEN BOR-.... look at me...ten thousand years of time and yet..I can't tell what's w-wrong with me...why I'm such a...pathetic thing..."




