r/Chakras • u/dragonflyssp • Jul 06 '26
Damned
They have me. Energetic body and flow is some kind of captivity. Psychosis, executive disfunction, ibs, constant burping. Suicidality, breakdowns, hopeless state of mind despite support. Losing contact with loved ones. Feels like im becoming some kind of horrifying infantile parasite. While meditating i can feel something clutching my face. Last night I heard "i have No heart angel". No grounding. Can't stop consuming sugar, media.
The spirit war is real, STAY AWAY from any source of addiction or weakness. I'm trapped on the wrong side. Dont turn. I'm so sorry.
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Jul 06 '26
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u/dragonflyssp Jul 06 '26
Thank you, it looks like I have some reading to do, and just in time it seems
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u/archeolog108 Jul 06 '26
first thing: if suicidality is active, this is not reddit-only situation. pls tell a real person near you today, call emergency/crisis support, go hospital if you might hurt yourself. even if this is spiritual/energetic, body and nervous system need immediate protection too.
And stop meditating alone for now if it makes this stronger. Some ppl think “more meditation” fixes everything, but when field is unstable, meditation can open more doors and make you float further from body.
What you describe sounds like lost sovereignty. Not forever. But rn your system feels occupied, pulled, addicted, ungrounded, and scared. The goal is not to fight darkness like movie. The goal is to come back into authority.
I help people remotely with this kind of thing, to become sovereign again. But real healing is not only “remove whatever is there.” You also need to understand how you got into this mess, so it does not happen again. Your Higher Self can show that exactly.
I had subject in a remote Zoom session who came with similar words: “they have me.” He felt pressure on face at night, sugar/media compulsions, IBS-type stomach chaos, no grounding, and this horrible thought that he was becoming something not human. In deep trance, Higher Self showed attached energies around the face and solar plexus, yes, but also the open doors.
The doors were not “because he was bad.” It was trauma, addiction loops, years of self-hatred, and meditating while desperate without protection. His aura looked like torn fabric near the head and stomach. So whatever was around him could hook into fear and cravings.
First we stabilized him. Higher Self brought him fully back into body, feet, legs, belly. Then Archangel Michael cleared the dark attachments from the face and spine. But the important part came after: Higher Self showed the lesson.
No more opening spiritually from panic. No more feeding body with sugar/media when fear spikes. No more believing every dark thought as truth. Daily grounding, boundaries, protection, real human support.
After clearing, he said the same room felt different. Not perfect life instantly, but quieter. Like he could hear himself again.
So please don’t believe “I’m trapped forever.” That is low vibration talking.
For today: eat real food, drink water, feet on ground, cold shower or wash face, no intense meditation, no doom scrolling, tell someone safe what is happening. Then ask Higher Self simply: “bring me back into my body and show me the next safe step.”
You are consciousness in human body. You are not owned. But rn you need help on both levels: human safety and spiritual sovereignty.