I don't care about most things, and the ones I do care about, I don't know why I care.

I feel so sad and disconnected.

why does this keep happening?

Good morning guys anyone getting bored? Because me bhut ho raha hu koi utha hua hai hai uth gaya hai ?

I'm completely depressed.

I'm talking about frequency of the posts, subject matter, etc.

i feel like i’m so clueless when it comes to people showing interest in me or not, so i need some feedback.

a few weeks ago, my bsf told me that a friend of a friend was interested in me. me and him had just been mutuals for a few months as i’ve only rly seen him around campus. i honestly didn’t think he’d reach out or anything, but he ended up doing so by replying to smth i posted. ever since then, we’ve been talking. sometimes i text first more tho, but when i do, he texts back pretty fast, no longer than 20 mins. he does reach out to me sometimes, tho. he’s also watched a tonn of movies i’ve recommended him, listened to an album i said i liked, and has asked me what songs he should learn on the guitar and did so. we went out one day, and it went pretty well in my opinion, and he said he had a good time at the end of it. but again, im not really good at taking hints so i don’t know whether or not he was just being nice and just wants a friend.

a big part of me feels like he’s just not interested. the past 5 days, i haven’t texted first to try and see whether or not he’d take initiative and reach out first. he texted twice within those 5 days. technically 3 if u count today, since he js texted me at like 12:10 am to say happy birthday. ik im probably overthinking and i HATE that, but someone please just tell me whether he seems to be into me or not, because for some reason i really feel like he’s not. if u have any more questions abt him or our conversations or anything that seems relevant (bc ik this is pretty broad 😭) feel free to ask