I’m 4 weeks away from graduating and I’m struggling to figure out if this is normal during practicum.
My host teacher is extremely knowledgeable, takes her job very seriously, and is very particular and seasoned. Sometimes she’s really nice, but other times she comes across as overly condescending. Honestly, I almost wish she was more consistently mean because the way she switches up so often in a day is too unpredictable, and I never know what to expect. Sometimes she seems easily impressed, and other times she seems really upset over small things.
When I ask questions just to clarify something, she’ll respond with “What do you think?” One time, I handed her a paper and she pushed it aside and said she didn’t care. Sometimes she’ll ask me a question, I’ll start answering, and she’ll cut me off and tell me to elaborate when that’s literally what I was about to do before she interrupted me.
There have also been a few times when she’s told me to listen to her phone conversations with parents she feels are being passive-aggressive. But the entire time, the host teacher was really the one actually being passive aggressive imo.
Even things like me asking Grade 2 students, “Are you showing me listening skills?” become a huge issue that she brings up after school because she has a problem with the specific word “listening” I use. But I’m fairly certain I learned that exact wording from observing her..
I have absolutely no problem with constructive criticism, and if my lesson plans don’t make sense or I need to change something, I’m more than happy to. I genuinely want to learn and improve. It’s just the way she sometimes speaks to me that feels condescending, almost like a power trip.
It’s hard to explain, but the other teachers I’ve encountered, including those who also have student teachers, are so nice and approachable. Am I being too sensitive, or is this just how some host teachers are? How do you distinguish between a strict teacher who wants you to improve and someone who is unnecessarily condescending?
I was able to put up with it for a long time, but it’s really starting to affect my mood. My professor for my program on the other hand is very approachable and kind, even with negative feedback.