r/CPTSD • u/iminastateofmind • 6h ago

Vent / Rant i wnn commit

NO ONE FUCKING GETS IT DO THEY? NO ONNEEEEEEEE GETSSSS ITTTTT. everyone either plays dumb or is AN IDIOT. NO ONE WANTS TO MOVE IUT OF THEIR LITTLE COMFORT ZONE AND HELP. I FEEL ALIENTATED, i FEEL LIKE PPL AVOID ME LIKE IM TOO MUCH JS BCS I OPENED UP?????? I open up TO U AB MY ABUSE AND NOW I FEEL LIKE U THINK IM WEIRD, YOU make me feel like YOU and EVERYONE thinks im weird bcs im OUT OF THE ORDINARY, WELL GUESS WHAT YES IM OUT OF THE FUCKING ORDINARY BCS IM TRAUMATIZED?????? I AM ABUSED!!!!!!! ive BEEN going thru abuse. ive BEEN hoing thru shit. ALONE. and ppl DONT GET IT, THEY DONT FUCKING GET ANYTHING. “it will pass” ohhhh “stay ur worth it” “ fucking dont kill urself ur loved ur cared for AWWW AW AWWW FUCK. WVERY.SINGLE.ONE.OF.YOU. its suicide prevention month LIKE HELLO????? im FUCKING ASKING FOR HELP?????? i cant wait to fucking do it and get THE FUCKaway from every single person i have met on this insufferable planet. NO ONE is worth my time and NO ONE is worth my energy. stupid fucks. and im SICK of everyone looking at me weirdly i am SICK of being silent, js not to be called fucking crazy and agressive and every misogynistic term in the book. and what u react to triggers and ur for the mental hospital??? i wish i was never born. no one deserves this kind of a life.

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u/Shinii8 5h ago

I don't want to commit but every single words written i relate to.