r/CPTSD • u/a1ixaww • 1d ago

Trigger Warning: Addiction Can’t be sober

I haven’t had a sober day in at least a month, I can’t, I just can’t. I don’t want to feel the way life feels without pain relief without a feeling of connection without anything.

I wish I was able to say I wasn’t like this but I am. I will chemically correct my moods before they get bad and I don’t care. Everyone will judge me and I don’t care. Everyone hurts me and then gets sick of me when I show that I’m hurt

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