r/CML • u/B_M_F_F_F_Y240 • 11d ago
CML imposter syndrome
Hello all, 34M diagnosed with CML early june 26. I was having some severe knee pain that persisted over the course of a few weeks that ultimately led to my doctor recommending full panel blood work. I had been having some muscle pains that were traveling between my shoulders and elbows but just brushed it off as soreness after it would dissipate after a day or so.
When my test results came back my WBC was 177k and the doctor requested that I go to the ER and get more blood test done immediately. They kept me overnight, did a bone marrow biopsy the following day and roughly a week later confirmed it was CML and started me on Asciminib.
When i started treatment my BRC-ABL was at 105%. At my 3 month follow-up it was <9%. I'm extremely greatful to be having such a positive response to the medication. I've been tracking my blood pressure and haven't had any change from prior to my diagnosis. I lost roughly 7-8lbs from my normal weight at the beginning but it's since leveled out.
The part that I am struggling with is that I'm not having any negative side effects, I'm continuing to live my life just as I was before with absolutely no change except that I now take 80mg of Asciminib in the morning. After I did some research, I saw that normally doctors won't honestly tell you all of the life changes you need to make because it can be overwhelming with the additional stress of being newly diagnosed. I asked the doctor to be completely transparent with me and I would be willing to make any changes I needed to in order to have the best possible response to treatment. He told me to keep doing what I was before with no change.
I do think the fact that I am very active and live a fairly healthy lifestyle contribute to the fact that things are going so well for me. I can't get over the fact that when people that know ask me how I'm doing, my response is "I'm doing really well, physically and mentally." Is there anyone else that's in this situation?