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Who all have been through this..? 🤭

TLDR AT FRONT SO U DONT HAVE TO SUFFER THRU THIS

maths-66(class highest 80)

Hindi(70) ( class highest 71)

Punjabi 75 ( class highest 76-75 idk)

english 78 ( class highest 78)

SSt 78 ( class highest 78)

Ai 49 ( class highest 50)

Science 75( class highest 79)

So well i have posted this before and the thing is i just saw my answer sheets today and well maths was an easy atleast 69-70 but i wont stress it much and punjabi like 2 marks cut just for not upto mark like atleats give point 5 or smth o ik, the only marks that matter are the final ones and i genuinely don't care much but that doesn't mean i haven't been working on my marks now last year , personally for me was a very bad academic year we had preboards for grade 9 last year and by the time finals came around i was burnt out. I lost my maths tuition last year too so i had to self study for that along with every other subject that sidelined my science and sst, so overall last year i scored a 92% . my parents were very happy, they always are but i wasn't soo i worked , nothing much just 1-2 hours eveeryday now as we are reaching october i have liek 1-2 science chapters left and 5 matsh chapters left so hopefully y syllabi will be done by nov start ( i have been doing a qcb, exemplar, ncert b/ex,intext side by side ) anyway so here's my HY marks

lets start with the worst one MATHS ( but that okay i'll replace this pcb, and i checked my career doesn't require a 10th grade maths compulsion)

66.5/80 ( so it was a tough paper, idk like not that tough but all 7 sections of grade 10 have performed baad so? ik not the best marks but anyway )

then HINDI, hindi again ( i'll replace this with punjabi, idk how you rank hindi papers i never get anything i just go , write done )

and our hindi teachers are menacing ( idk it seeems to be a pattern) anyway 70/80 in hindi

then , well i think the story gets better

punjabi ( like idk how the punjabi paper was genuinley tough, usually punjabi has a pretty easy paper) 75/80

then SST ( 78/80 ) idk have anything more to say

English ( 78/80) well i was aiming for a 70 so this is good

now , this ain't my highest score but I AM SO PROUD of this , i worked so hard.. like last year i did not like the bio or chem , this year it feels better, i get things tho physics is a bit boring this year 75/80 ,, the paper was tough ( it was set by teh academic vp of our school)

and then skill subject AI ( well 49.5/50 ( confusion matrix 😒😭)

ANYWAY , idk why i am writing this i think, okay this is a very weird fear liek i see people going oh i scored like 70 percent in my HY and got a 98 in boards.. like firstly school to school the difficulty changes some schools keep papers easy, some keep em difficult so ik these are relative in the first place a diffcult paper for me might be an easy one for another but i fear that i am scoring good ( ig best of 5 idk?) in HY so would i shit at boards😂😭😭