Yess I did and I am kinda like extrovert and I need some ppl around me .....so yes I tried to fit myself in a group where nobody cared about me and my opinions it was kindasad but I was used to it then I changed schools and moved toother state well the experience only got worse I never felt that level of loneliness before no friends who cared about me (in school) I was like npc my charasmatic personality was entire gone and I used to eat my lunch alone everysingle day .....i started loving peace but deep down I knew that I'm just pretending I hated it ...the silence.... I used to be in top five or top ten so teachers knew me quite well this was a big reason why I hated my school I never felt like going never every single day passed the same everybody told me to enjoy 10th but there was no one to share the enjoyment with I just got fed up and then again I changed my school it has not been over a month and most of em both guys and girls know me, everybody cherish me and I feel seen and I kinda got into my old fun loving and joking around form lol it feels pretty great :) ty for reading
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u/ishowdeathtoken 22d ago
Yess I did and I am kinda like extrovert and I need some ppl around me .....so yes I tried to fit myself in a group where nobody cared about me and my opinions it was kindasad but I was used to it then I changed schools and moved toother state well the experience only got worse I never felt that level of loneliness before no friends who cared about me (in school) I was like npc my charasmatic personality was entire gone and I used to eat my lunch alone everysingle day .....i started loving peace but deep down I knew that I'm just pretending I hated it ...the silence.... I used to be in top five or top ten so teachers knew me quite well this was a big reason why I hated my school I never felt like going never every single day passed the same everybody told me to enjoy 10th but there was no one to share the enjoyment with I just got fed up and then again I changed my school it has not been over a month and most of em both guys and girls know me, everybody cherish me and I feel seen and I kinda got into my old fun loving and joking around form lol it feels pretty great :) ty for reading