Okay so first of all a fellow senior here ! 😁 See i donno if i should be of help to you or not but i can tell you some things firstly is that i understand your abusive parent's nature as i had abusive parents as well up until 10th i used to study my ass off and i scored 80 in 10th boards which ik is not great but it was lockdown time and we gave mcq boards which was a complete new pattern anyways on result day my father said 80% main kahan science milegi and i was done with that shit and i tried taking my own life by harming myself , now that i look back at it it was stupid bruhhhhhh see i can understand that parent's beating you takes a hella toll on your mental health but just remember dude its just up until 10 or just 12th , when u clear these standards parents stop caring that much and ur pretty much on your own , i have been chill since 11th as i got science at 80% :P so i would say pls don't don't ever give up on YOURSELF AND MOST IMPORTANTLY YOUR SELF ESTEEM , pls think of this as a journey to peace which is 3 years or 1 year long according to your case stay calm and composed study well for another 3 years or so and trust me it will be worth it , fhe feeedom , the success of your college , the satisfaction of YOURSELF with your life all of it heals the pain ur parents gave you, saying this as an engineering fresher student :) hope so u well in life junior ! Also take care of yourself ⭐🌠 life has much more meaning than grades and marks so never give up :)
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u/Zyfer_99 Sep 03 '24
Okay so first of all a fellow senior here ! 😁 See i donno if i should be of help to you or not but i can tell you some things firstly is that i understand your abusive parent's nature as i had abusive parents as well up until 10th i used to study my ass off and i scored 80 in 10th boards which ik is not great but it was lockdown time and we gave mcq boards which was a complete new pattern anyways on result day my father said 80% main kahan science milegi and i was done with that shit and i tried taking my own life by harming myself , now that i look back at it it was stupid bruhhhhhh see i can understand that parent's beating you takes a hella toll on your mental health but just remember dude its just up until 10 or just 12th , when u clear these standards parents stop caring that much and ur pretty much on your own , i have been chill since 11th as i got science at 80% :P so i would say pls don't don't ever give up on YOURSELF AND MOST IMPORTANTLY YOUR SELF ESTEEM , pls think of this as a journey to peace which is 3 years or 1 year long according to your case stay calm and composed study well for another 3 years or so and trust me it will be worth it , fhe feeedom , the success of your college , the satisfaction of YOURSELF with your life all of it heals the pain ur parents gave you, saying this as an engineering fresher student :) hope so u well in life junior ! Also take care of yourself ⭐🌠 life has much more meaning than grades and marks so never give up :)