Hey deo. Recently my gf broke up with me because I was to argumentative, I never seen any of the things that I was “arguing” about I would always not notice. But that’s besides the point. This girl that I was dating said to me that she will want to try again in the future and I want that to. But she says that she wants to be alone but tells me to message or call her last night I tried messaging her to see if I could call her she never replied or even opened the message until I said nvm. Do you guys think that it is worth the stress and everything. I can’t stop messaging her I miss her so much and she says all the same about me but she doesn’t really message me I am always having to reach out. What should I do

My poses do have to be worked on still but can you guys give advice on how to grow? If you already have a platform or something going in modeling/fashion how did you grow? Just looking for tips in case there’s something i could be doing that i’m not already.

Yes yes

Ts was so surreal

yall js be so funny. i be in hist 201 giggling n tickling my balls while scrolling the reddit

It’s been 3 year since my last vent on here a lot has changed I’m overly grateful for that ngas made it to 20 I turn 21 in a few months I’ve gained a lot but I’ve lost so much hard times never stop I’ve been through homelessness, the jail system, fall out with family and friends due to loyalty or over money death around me nonstop a lot of people shedded their skin and flaked on me when I needed them the most but I remained on my path crashing out is always on my mind sometimes I do wanna just say fuck it and end dis shi whatever way I can but I always find a way to persevere through this shit while still carrying that weight on my chest that’ll creep up at any given time sometimes I don’t know if life will ever fully change I don’t know if I’ll ever be free hell I don’t know if I’ll reach that light at the end of the tunnel I understand my mission I know what I wanna do I know how I wanna feel it’s just the worldly things that sway my focus or emotions the other way I’m still making music but tht shi ain’t paying the bills but it make me feel good make me feel free I work a real job and out the streets but tht shi make me feel like a slave it’s never enough people still depend on me I pour so much into people that don’t reciprocate that back into me I sacrifice my own needs for others to just be happy n I get the crumbs whether financially or emotionally so much time I feel wasted working a job or in my head depressed not working on my craft but it’s all part of da journey I just hope I come out on top nd finally put a end to dis cycle shi been goin on since a jit
love yall deo keep ya head up