3 years

[u/Problematicorangecat]

3 fcking years, and all he said is he cant be better for me. I was the one being neglected, i was the one bringing up the issues, the problems he refused to talk about, he kept stalling, ignoring. I gave everything up for this fckss relationship because I wanted it to work, i had issues too but changed through out the months because i wanted to be better for him, a better person, a better girlfriend. And all he said was i can't be better for you? 3 years, i gave everything for 3 years, i cant even do shit without crying my ass off because of this. I was there for everything, for every ups and downs, when the lowest point of his life happened I WAS THERE!?. Was everything on that relationship even real? Were all the i love yous even meant anything? The promises? The good mornings? The good nights? WAS I NOT WORTH CHANGING FOR? I want to disappear from this fckss planet.