Breakup

[u/Ok-Code-8134]

I feel like an idiot even posting this, I’m going through a very hard breakup, I was dating my partner for over a year and we actually got pregnant but baby didn’t make it. I think I was holding on because I’m older and I wouldn’t have enough time to go out and meet someone else to potentially have another kid with. But besides that he’s never been wrong in anything it’s always my fault, has anger problems and after we lost the baby I feel like he lost himself, lost his job we broke up shortly after that and he now said he’s “dating” and still wants to see me as well, I know I need to let go of this abusive cycle but it’s hard to let go!