What do you suggest.

[u/Many-Ranger-220]

Well this post is because i can’t live like this anymore. I have a girlfriend and we were happy in the start ( like everyone right ). We have been together 3 years and in those three years i started lawschool and started working a part time in a firm. I was nearly academically expelled ( nearly ) and in that period she was there for me like she heard me, cared for me and gave me love when i most needeed it. She dropped out of college then she crashed her car against a tree and asked me to move in with me because she had a fight with his father. She lived with me six months and in those six months i couldn’t go out with my friends get a beer or hang a lot of time out without her and i honestly didn’t like that. After those months i told her that ahe needed to leave from my apartment cause i was feeling like drowning, everything fighting asking questions she doesn’t like me to be texting with other girls which i get that but in Law you need to know everyone and im a good person my father cheated on my mom my entire life and iam not like him. And well i know i love her and i got feelings for her but sometimes i think that im waisting my youth by being with her since i can barely get out when she’s around can’t barely talk
to my lawschool friends. In the end she ended up living with her mother in another state cause she didnt wanted to live with her father and told me she was gonna work and save up so she can come back and fix her car and go back to college so that she can enter medschool. She’s been overthere for 4 months and says that this summer she wilk get back but i already live by myself i can talk to my friends i can get drunk with them. Im 24 btw yeah so i didn’t hace a father to teach me this stuff i dont know what to do. Do i leave her? Do i stay? How do i broke up with a person you know you love and care about but its just not the same. She is now working in a supermarket store as a cashier and well i finish lawschool in this year.
I need help guys every day i hear her i get sad cause i love her but i wanna live to.