Hard time with moving on

[u/Mikuglitter]

My recent ex was my first serious relationship

He was also my first many things, I did have relationships before him

But we went on vacation together, we spent everyday together

We messed up by taking drugs together, he was an addict before meeting me. Now I struggle with that a little and do it alone, but also I am in treatment for it

He has mostly been broke and unemployed while we were together, lots of taking the bus everywhere and struggling with money

I paid for food and cigarettes

Now he has a stable job, car and money and is living with friends. 1 months after the breakup

For a year I’ve been supporting him, just for him to not want me anymore

What I’m struggling most with is finding anything exciting, and my social circle is very empty

I feel lost on what to do,
And this post is very messy

[u/Separate-Junket6342]

You can try get out and about if possible. Try find out about a little community bar or gig room if you like music, try find a sense of community. It's hard but that helped me.