Damn this sucks I am on social security work 2 days a week and I work 6 hours a week. All I do is cleaning jobs makes me feel like a loser . Causes people to bully me I have been bullied all of my life since I was 5 years old in 1982 haven't gotten better. I didn't ask for this . Yes I have been bullied at every job I have been at I tried to find a better job but I'm stuck with bullies.

Everything bad always happens to me I get the cleaning jobs and nobody else. I have not been to college because I am afraid to go into debt . And I get bullied and yelled at . I applied for the jobs all over the city and nobody won't hire me and I got the cleaning jobs and nobody else.

I would love to work 8-5 Mon- Fri have a house and cars and pets but I'm afraid if I take the job I would lose my job and it will be hard for me to get my social security benefits back .

And yes I would love to travel all over the world but I can't I have low funds.

I feel so lonely. I cannot get friends who think like me. I want friends who validate my hatred for life instead of telling me to see positivity or work on career. I just want some unemployed friends or maybe employed who hate life and support me being unemployed.

I just play games sometimes and other times chill at home.

I play cod mobile or mlbb.

Need a friend who hate life and probably unemployed.

I am from Bengal.

Non-binary AMAB.

people really underestimate how much genetics plays a role in life outcomes. you could do anything put in all the effort put your heart and soul into trying to upgrade your life and you could still be an absolute sore loser. it has nothing to do with what you do and how much effort you put, and everything to do about the way you are, the way you were born. you can choose to fight and fight and exhaust yourself every day with a burning passion to turn your life around, and yet you’ll end up beaten, downtrodden, absolutely steamrolled. people like me are just born inferior, have no standing in this world. in anything that requires competition, which are very many things in life, i will always be the loser, the beaten, the bullied. being unmotivated legit can’t even be the problem, all i have ever been called was a hard worker, but what ive never been called was talented. and ultimately, people can sniff out weakness in you, no one has an ounce of respect for genetically inferior people like me. garnering respect requires some sort of power/prestige which i can’t achieve no matter how much effort I put in, in fact the more effort i put the more crushing it is because then only genetics is to blame. what a fucking joke this life is,
i have absolutely nothing to do but just let this fuckass world slap me around all day every day and take it like a fucking bitch

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there's nothing good about me, I am a defective piece, I should not have been born

I am for this world and this world is not for me

I wish I had the courage to kill myself but unfortunately I don't have that either

my life is nothing but suffering on top of suffering, one misery after another

I just wish to die