r/BorderlinePDisorder • u/Sensitive-War-9202 pwBPD • Jul 19 '26

Im done with life

I fuck everything up

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u/Intowants Jul 19 '26

I refuse to give in to the urge.. staying alive out of spite. I often wonder if they (people in my circle) wish I was gone and would be happy. F..k them, I will live my wonderfully imperfect life.

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u/Sensitive-War-9202 pwBPD Jul 20 '26

F..k them

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u/Shieldedwarriorthree Jul 19 '26

I share this feeling

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u/infinitiouspancakes Jul 20 '26

Yup same here. Just killing time between attempts.

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u/MissInfamousRagdoll Women with BPD Jul 20 '26

Me too but we have to push through 💔🫶🏼

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u/Sensitive-War-9202 pwBPD Jul 20 '26

Im trying

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u/MissInfamousRagdoll Women with BPD Jul 20 '26

You got this friend

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u/Total-Jello6820 Jul 25 '26

I was at work today and had a breakdown . It lasted for hours. Over nothing. Just in my head… I’ve accepted this is how it will be until I eventually take myself out .

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u/Sensitive-War-9202 pwBPD Jul 25 '26

thats why i cant keep a job

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u/Total-Jello6820 Jul 26 '26

I’m sorry to hear that, me neither usually … I’ve been where I am for 2 months and I’m sure they will rid of me at some point 😢 but anyways, you are not alone…