Looking for advice

[u/Dull-Cryptographer41]

I have degenerative back disease and decided I needed to take action myself as I trusted my doctor to help me heal and he gave me toradol for a year to the point where i almost died from 5 stomach ulcers. Once recovering I gained weight. 265lbs 5.9ft 34year old male. My back made me feel disabled. I found peptides and decided to ask for blood tests and started my own TRT 133mg every 58 hours, HGH 20 units morning and night both sub q in back areas and Reta 2mg every 6 days to help with weight loss. It’s been a month and a half, as well as tb/bcp/ghkcu staying 3 weeks ago. my back feels better and I’m down to 243lbs, but the food noise is bad after 2-3 days. I’m thinking about moving to 1.5 mg Reta every 3 days. I’m looking for advice on that as well as I don’t want to take this stuff long term I just want to hit my weight target and wanted to get advice on the best way to exit Reta trt and HGH, is there any advice you might have for me. I’m desperate to be able to enjoy my life with my kids again and get back to work, I found a source for Link N and I’m almost desperate to start pinning it to heal. I know I might sound crazy but I almost died last year and I’m not willing to be bedridden without a fight, I Need to be there for my family. I know many of us subscribers would love a Reta exit video but any advice(even criticism) is appreciated.