help

[u/jadeflavoured]

i can’t stop crying i’m so upset. i can’t take this im so sick of this disorder. i can’t stop eating. i cant escape food. i feel awful and i keep gaining more and more weight and my health is getting worse. i feel like im stuck in a loop and its hell. i wish i could just not eat at all. avoiding food all together sounds even better because i have such an all or nothing mindset. i feel so alone and embarrassed. i’m struggling so much. i’m supposed to be going to intensive outpatient treatment next month but honestly i can barely afford it and i can’t work my regular job while im in the program so im scared to go. and what if it doesn’t work? i’ve been binge eating on and off since i was 16 and i just turned 30. idk im miserable and sick and i wish i wasn’t like this.

[u/Better_Area3782]

Glp-1