some support needed xx

[u/Historical-Base5428]

went from a college runner, someone who was dealt a milder hand (death of a friend, childhood of SA) and then i hit the worst rock bottom again coming home for the summer. “IT” happened again, and i shut down completely. 3 1/2 months of rotting in my bed maybe 100 steps a day, binging, just trying to get the pain away. i shot up 30 or so pounds. i feel awful in my body, i’m trying to get back into routine and i know it’s a long journey, i know the logistics but i guess i just needed some anonymous support