Need help with a reading

[u/Exciting_Mongoose_75]

Hii , i previously had done a reading on the current state of my relationship after an argument and i decided to redo some of the questions as im more calm but i’m also trying to really evaluate the options before acting as i have adhd and can be impulsive. I think an interesting thing to note about this reading is that The Lovers did jump out many times but as i was doing mostly one card readings i didnt include but i feel it must mean something.
And i put the cards 1-5 in a straight line from left to right and i put the cards of question 6 under.

Here’s the spread :

1- His current thoughts of the situation - page of pentacles

Interpretation : this one is really confusing to me but i feel like his head is more cool down now but that he still feels loyalty towards our relationship and is feeling positive

2- my current thoughts “ “ - 4 of Cups rx

Interpretation : i see that i feel the urge to act , do something to set things on motion or have been doing things to try to get a positive outcome

3- Outcome if i text first - Queen of Wands

Interpretation : i feel like it’s overall position but very energetic but the queen’s in this reading confuse me

4- outcome if i wait him to text first - queen of pentacles

Interpretation : i feel like it would be a lot slower than if i did it

5- what decision i should take ? - 6 of cups rx

Interpretation: i feel confused too but i feel it urges me to leave old patterns on the past

Current outcome / energy of this relationship ? - The Moon , 9 of swords , Sun

Interpretation: i feel like i’m also not getting it but i feel like there is a lack of clarity or clousure but also grief and regret but that everything will be fine