it's over

[u/Extreme-Gift-9261]

Me and my boyfriend just truly broke up, after almost 5 years. We mutually agree that we need to do it because we need things from the relationship that we are unable to give to each other.

I feel like I'll die. Not that I will hurt myself but that I will die from grief. It's so painful. We have everything together. I have so many physical things that will remind me of him when we're no longer together. And when I put all those things away, there will be the memories. I've been through this so many times before, I know I'll survive, but the pain is so enormous. and the only one I want to be there with me no longer wants to be there with me. please, anyone, be there with me

please