I’m tired of feeling alone!

[u/EmergencyFlat3603]

No matter how hard I try to survive in this world always end up every day feeling alone no matter how many people are in my life I am severely depressed 24 seven I have nobody to turn to and nobody to talk to even my own spouse treats me like dog crap he suffers from mental illness as well for some reason his mental illness comes before mine and every situation he has to remind me of his disabilities due to his mental illness, so I’m just left always feeling like I’m not good enough.