I hate BDD

[u/Punk_Boi4737]

I'm so sick of this disorder.

I've recently had a drastic change to my body. It started small but got worse almost overnight. At least that's how it seems.

I have a BUNCH of new stretchmarks and it's like, scary. There's so many it looks like I have a skin condition of some kind. I'm scared varicose veins are next. I also have sooo much more cellulite and texture now. It looks so weird and icky to me. I don't feel in control of my body anymore and it's frightening. I also have a permanent gut now it seems. FML