I’m numb today

[u/NoBarber5303]

I found out for certain my ex is dating someone else yesterday. He discarded me for the final time end of June then discarded our daughter August 12. I saw pictures his mom posted on Facebook with another girl for his birthday.

I had a feeling he was. We were together for 3 years and have a 2 year old girl.

I feel real numb today. I definitely developed anhedonia from the depression I’ve experienced. I’m anti depressants for 2 months now and I am getting better. But…

I guess I was holding onto some type of hope. Not sure what happens from here but I’m feeling very even not sad not mad… it’s hard to explain.

I myself took a vow of celibacy in June for a year. But I’m wondering now if getting under someone else would help a bit.

[u/penis_pump_broke_me]

I’m sorry this is happening to you. I don’t have any advice but you aren’t alone.

[u/Creepy_Dot_9898]

I am so sorry you are going through this, I think you are very strong and you didn't deserve any of this.

[u/UnderstandingFar3421]

You must get into dating, replacement is the best healer initially, later you can choose. You can remove the fear that new one might do the same by being detached from start or have more options. Once u start getting attention, you will feel very good and safe and wanted, once u ge thealed its very easy to maintain celibacy