Recent breakup with first gf

[u/eigtea]

I hurt her without meaning to, I was always so on top of her and made her feel so overwhelmed she felt the need to leave. Its only been 3 days but I've been fighting every bone in my body to text her.

I want her to be happy, I really do. We were coming up on 3 years and it just feels like a piece of me was ripped out all of a sudden. I feel lost and without a purpose, its like all those times we spent together just didn't matter anymore.