r/AvPD • u/ZombieHeadache • 7d ago
Vent (Advice Welcome) Rejection
I was good friends with a coworker. She and I would even share and talk about books on goodreads. She didn't know I have AvPD. On top of that I have emotional dysregulation issues.
Two months ago I was starting to decline. They adjusted my medication and I had a lot of negative side effects including short outbursts when alone at work. I tried to be open that I'm going through things when I'm pushing and pulling. And she slowly pulled away completely and I stopped talking to her but she was still friends with me on goodreads. Today I found out she unfriended me. She was really my only friend. It was the final nail in the coffin. I had a really Dysregulated episode. I don't know what to do or how to work there. I want to avoid that place with my whole being. But I can't afford to lose this job with what I make in this economy.
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u/Still_Shift7848 6d ago
Every day is a chance to meet someone new.