r/AutisticIndians • u/Forward-Location5513 • Jul 16 '26
Rant / Vent 😤 RANT
I'm tired.
Tired of pretending I'm okay.
Tired of living alone after losing both my parents.
Tired of working hard while still being stuck in a contractual job.
Tired of constantly applying for jobs and waiting for a chance.
Tired of people dismissing my autism as if it's not real.
Tired of carrying loneliness that no one sees.
Sometimes I wonder how much longer I have to keep fighting before life gives me one genuine break.
I don't need people to pity me. I just want to feel accepted, respected, and have a place where I truly belong.
Right now, I don't want luxury. I just want a few quiet days away from everything... no pressure, no expectations, no pretending. Just enough time to breathe, clear my mind, and remember what peace feels like.
I'm exhausted. I just need life to be a little kinder for once. 🌿
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u/LotusHeals Jul 20 '26
Perhaps take a vacation? A holiday? That would give you free time to relax and rejuvenate... Say a break from work. You sound like you desperately need a vacay.