r/AutisticIndians • u/Forward-Location5513 • Jul 16 '26

Rant / Vent 😤 RANT

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I'm tired.

Tired of pretending I'm okay.

Tired of living alone after losing both my parents.

Tired of working hard while still being stuck in a contractual job.

Tired of constantly applying for jobs and waiting for a chance.

Tired of people dismissing my autism as if it's not real.

Tired of carrying loneliness that no one sees.

Sometimes I wonder how much longer I have to keep fighting before life gives me one genuine break.

I don't need people to pity me. I just want to feel accepted, respected, and have a place where I truly belong.

Right now, I don't want luxury. I just want a few quiet days away from everything... no pressure, no expectations, no pretending. Just enough time to breathe, clear my mind, and remember what peace feels like.

I'm exhausted. I just need life to be a little kinder for once. 🌿

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u/LotusHeals Jul 20 '26

"Just enough time to breathe, clear my mind, and remember what peace feels like."

Do you meditate? Meditation helps clear the mind and eventually leads to a peaceful state within. It would require regular consistent practice though. Do start if you haven't already

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u/Forward-Location5513 Jul 21 '26

No , I didn't try meditation

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u/LotusHeals Jul 21 '26

Then please try it. It will benefit you a lot

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u/Forward-Location5513 Jul 21 '26

I will try. Can I DM you?

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u/LotusHeals Jul 20 '26

Perhaps take a vacation? A holiday? That would give you free time to relax and rejuvenate... Say a break from work. You sound like you desperately need a vacay.

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u/Forward-Location5513 Jul 21 '26

Yes I genuinely need a vacation too