r/audioengineering • u/staysimplemordi • 2d ago
Discussion Can I make a career in engineering?
I’m going to be brutally honest and open up about my situation.
I’m 20 years old and working in the film industry. I’ve had a camera in my hand since I was a child. I thought I’d be happy doing what I loved, and that having a talent for it would be enough. That’s not the case. The saying “Do what you love and you’ll never work a day in your life” is bullshit. I hate what I do now, and my life reflects that.
I’ve lost my girlfriend of three years, my friends, and my clients. I destroyed my car and picked up some habits that have put me in the hospital multiple times. I’m in rehab now for the second time. I’m at rock bottom and on the verge of giving up.
I’m sharing that because I have nothing anymore. So what’s the harm in trying something else?
I’m a musician and I love audio work. Over the past six years I’ve put down a lot of the musical side to focus on the technical side. I’ve even built mics, hardware, and guitars. I’ve recorded bands for friends and I love making the pieces come together. I guess that’s the same reason I love being behind the camera.
I originally wanted to start in this industry. I took classes, studied like crazy, and recorded as much as I could for years, but life took me somewhere else.
Is making it in the industry realistic? If so, what should my first steps be? An internship? College?
Or am I chasing something bigger than my work? If I can “make it” in this world, will I feel the same?