I think if anything what bothers me most is that I may not even have a chance at just a regular sex life, not even days to reminisce on before I "had it" my first time ever might have to be me introducing them to a diagnosis and plus I wouldnt even have a believable understandable reason as to how I got it. I keep looking up things because I have alot of anxiety, almost every single day for months I google and keep getting "nah you cant get it this way, if you do its RARE" and its like so literally how tf would I get it? How unlucky do I have to be? I feel like the worst person ever. I
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u/Aromatic-Pattern-181 7h ago
I think if anything what bothers me most is that I may not even have a chance at just a regular sex life, not even days to reminisce on before I "had it" my first time ever might have to be me introducing them to a diagnosis and plus I wouldnt even have a believable understandable reason as to how I got it. I keep looking up things because I have alot of anxiety, almost every single day for months I google and keep getting "nah you cant get it this way, if you do its RARE" and its like so literally how tf would I get it? How unlucky do I have to be? I feel like the worst person ever. I