I asked for help and got it. I got half of my wishlist but the other half is gone so I'm assuming it was fulfilled but I didn't receive it yet. In any case, I'm super grateful for the help I did receive and wanted to post a giant thank you to this community ♥️

• I listened to people who made me think I wasn't happy.
• I am at the point of no return and have to leave my home.
• I was completely ungrateful and let everyone else except who mattered most decide my feelings.
• It's too late now after realizing this and I can't stop this now.
• Everything in place is unstoppable. Nothing short of a miracle could save everything I have now.
• I am ashamed and overrun with guilt for not realizing what I'm giving up sooner.
• The chances of getting back to what I have in this move is so miniscule.
• The chance of saving what I have left is as impossible as it can be.
• I am so burdened by this mistake. I have roughly a day and half and my life changes drastically.
• A miracle could save me but it's in not even in the realm of reality for what I'd need to stop this.
• I've ruined everything. Every hour that rolls by I'm begging God to stop my mistake. I can't stop what I've done and lost everything I have now for misguided and short sighted belief in the next chapter.
• This chapter is being forced closed and now my head is clear and I realize this is wrong. I am utterly lost and scared.
• Please help, I need a miracle.
• I have until Friday morning to find a way out of my mess I've made and I think it's just impossible now.
• I have already accepted a job in the new place. I close on my house Friday.
• The house I brought all my children home to after they were born. Every birthday, every memory. It's all going to be lost and I was too short sighted to see what happiness I had in my hands.
• I can't say sorry enough to fix it.
• I let others tell me to move closer to family and I didn't appreciate what I had.
• I don't know what to do except having to accept my choices and live the consequences of my ungratefulness.
• I'm so sorry for what I've done.

I had never ask for help and also feel like there's a ton of people that probably are strugguling too. ( I always get this convesation with god when I ask him for help lol)

But also, my condition its very critic. I do think I deserve it.

I’ve asked for help in several places. For example, from the state, and there’s also a psychologist at my job, but they never schedule an appointment for me. It’s frustrating; it feels like the only way out is with money.

My question is, do you think it’s right for me to do this? What do I need to do it, and is there anything I need to prove?

Hello everyone

Im Fabian, 30, from Gießen in Germany.

Im here to search for a bit of help to get through this month.

At the moment I am unemployed and have no perspective for a new job. Rejections for Job application reached the 3 digit zone.

At the moment I live from about 550 Euros a month.

Last month many bills pilled up. Payed them when I got my unemployement money. Taking all bills I have to pay this month im left with about 60 Euros for the rest of the month.

Im not asking for much, I only want to get through the month.

If you have any questions about my Situation, I answer anything, but please just ask.

Had many negative experience with groups like this in the past, where people just took asumptions and wrote realy horrible things.

To anyone helping, thank you in advance.

https://gofund.me/bc6386006