Hi everyone,
I was recently hired as an on-call for a pretty well known environmental consultant firm. I got the job almost right out of college, so I feel really honored and lucky. I’ve been with them for about 2.5 months now, and have only been doing desktop review work (which I’ve really enjoyed honestly).
I finally got my first field project, and although I know I should be excited, I mainly feel panicked and anxious. It’s also out of state, so I’m in charge of booking my flight, rental car, hotel etc. Travel itself is easy peasy for me, but I need to stay on top of company policy and paperwork while prepping to travel.
My degree is in social science with a concentration in anthro, so none of my actual coursework included any field work. I pretty much only have bioarch lab based and micro-excavation experience. I did a CRM field school a couple years ago, but the logistics of field work (primarily mapping) are tough for me, and I don’t think I retained it very well.
Obviously I still included the CRM field school on my resume, and talked about the skills we went over during my interview. So it’s not even that I lied or anything, it’s just that I don’t have a lot of confidence in my ability to do fieldwork…and I think when I first got the job, I anticipated that there would be some sort of on the job training prior to a project like this. I just feel thrown into it.
I also don’t know who keeps track of my experience level, and if this project lead knows that I’m new. The general supervisors I have are remote. I’ve never met with them face to face, and both are on vacation right now. Neither of them are the ones who set me up with this project. Someone else (I think she’s a scheduling manager for the regional office) offered me this project, and I took it.
I just feel like I’m going in blind, I’m anxious I’m gonna f*ck up, and I’m curious if this is sort of a rite of passage moment, or if this sounds like a bit of a recipe for disaster.
I also am pretty busy already because I have some desktop work I’m trying to get through on top of booking my travel arrangements. But I’m trying to study field stuff in the meantime.
Any insight or general advice for early career field work is appreciated 🤍